Welcome to Aly's head!
They actively recruited me because of my grades in high school. When I applied they offered it to me. I think all freshmen are entered into the scholarship pool upon applying.
Keep in mind that I also got a full ride to Dartmouth that I turned down.
"Yeah, well the days of me forgetting are over, and the days of me remembering have just begun."
Today I am feeling really discouraged about life and my future and all the money I spend in college. What am I really doing here, honestly? I just feel like I’m wasting my life because I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
When I came to college I knew exactly what I wanted from every aspect of life. I knew what I wanted to do, who I wanted to marry, and how many kids I wanted. Now I feel like everything is so up in the air. I do not know what I want. I kinda have a vague idea of who, but that is hardly sufficient.
I just… I don’t know right now. I don’t have any idea what I am doing anymore. I feel like I am doing everything alone and I am so sick of it. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
sext: i want to pay bills and share household duties and approach our late 20’s in a financially and emotionally stable way with you