Welcome to Aly's head!
do you even know how many artists and songs have been ruined for me because i bond with someone over that music and then when we stop talking and i listen to that music again i just remember everything and feel so stupid
Every time I am alone I remember the way I felt living at home. I remember the pain, the depression, and every single suicidal thought I had. I remember how awful every moment of my life felt and every time I tried to take it. The moment I am alone everything comes rushing back and my anxiety kicks in and I honestly do not know if I will ever be able to leave my bed again, I don’t know if I can handle socializing because if I socialize it will not last forever. Eventually I will be left alone to my thoughts, to my past.
I am currently in a building normally filled with 500 people and I am entirely alone. I do not know how long I will be alone for.
- Poet Ella Wheeler Wilcox (via natureisthegreatestartist)